La Transformació

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THE AWAKENING

Stormy times and days
Wrapped in melancholy
Enslaving and torturing job
Contempt from the heights
Hurtful and painful pride

Daily monotony
From morning to evening
Sinking into the pool of life
A life that does not take me
A life where no matter what I'm

The proud father harassed,
The dreams of a sister
And a suffering mother
Of them all, I have carefully

But who thinks of me?
What about my harassed pride?
What about my suffering?
And my dreams?
What about my dreams?

I’m tired
Exhausted
With no energy
But something is changing

TREACHERY

Time is money / I know it
Be efficient / I have shown
Enough distractions / I live for you
Enough fun / I don’t know what’s that
Discipline! / Don’t doubt about that
I answer for you / You can
Confusion / How was?
Deception / no reason
Disillusion / There is already enough

Everything is Ok if I am a lamb
Rutine is correct
My value is demonstrated
Then, What I am for you?

You humiliate me / Who understands you?
You vexes me / Who does it?
I am Faithful / You wrong
I’m Gregor / I'm bored
You do not understand / Yo do not understand

REJECTION

Your son
I’m your son
Father!!!
Why are you looking at me like this?
Mother!!!
Nothing’s changed

I, Gregor
Your son
I love you

I, Gregor
Your son
I’ll take care about you

Only just look at my eyes!!!
I’m your son!!!
Why? Why you treat me like that???
My blood is your blood!!!

Anguish
Loneliness
Fear
Rejection

I, Gregor
Your son
I love you

I, Gregor
Your son
I’ll take care about you

I

I am a new being
with no fears
No anguish
No awe

The life and I
Face to face
My path is clear
I take my chance

Father, mother, sister
Frightened beings
Don’t worry for me
The path is taken

Time needs time
understanding prevail
I am part of them
They will take care of me

I'm the new Gregor
With a path begun
Firm is my decision
Finally I am

The life and I
Face to face
My path is clear
I take my chance

Father, mother, sister
Frightened beings
Don’t worry for me
The path is taken

I'm the new Gregor
I am a new being
Determined to all
Determined to live

OBLIVION

Commitment, respect
Understanding, support
Empty words
Betrayed spirit

My life vexed
Social attack
Castrated dreams
Among the sea of pain

Attacked by my father
Rejected by my sister
Forgotten by my mother
What is left?

Help not accepted
Parental violence
Lost son
Truly am I?

Apple wounding
Light of reality
I'm alone and forgotten
I am a stranger

Attacked by my father
Rejected by my sister
Forgotten by my mother
What is left?

DEATH

Just a look of farewell
A look of remembering
I must look ahead
Decision as I, so am

I'm a monster in a blind society
I’m not exist for it
There is no place for me
But who is wrong?

Maybe I chose a path
I decided by myself
Maybe it is wrong to leave the social path
To be different

Maybe they are,
Blind as society itself
They do not know see other options
The only truth to them is
I become a monster

I disturb my family
I disturb those around me
But I have to go clear
I must not turn back

Just a look of farewell
A look of remembering
I must look ahead
Decision as I, so am

It is time to go
Leave the past behind
It is time to free myself
No more suffering
No more rejection
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